Mixed Emotions

There's a lot of things that can happen in a day. Also, within a day, a person can feel different emotions. Hayyy, yesterday...I felt s0oo happy and s0oo ashamed.

Happy because I found the Schu factory outlet in Makati. My eyes went huge and my ears almost clapped when I saw the 50% discount. Imagine, it's 50%!! I found the design I really liked and buti na lang, "sakto sa paa ko."

Now the shameful part...I went to The Landmark after buying the shoes. If you're a Citibank Visa card holder, you know that they have a promo, it's ZERO interest for every P3000 worth of purchase. Honestly I don't want credit cards coz I hate debts especially if your just splurging it on your wants. I never had one even though I started working until my aunt gave me a card with my name on it, I'm her authorized user. It means, she's the one responsible for the any expenses I could make. Of course, I have to pay it to her since I am now working.

I never used the card, EVER! Until I accompanied Meng to Greenbelt to get her FREE Kenneth Cole wallet! Okay, you know the story, I got tempted! I used the card last month. Then July came, I used it twice already. When I was at the Landmark, I went to Works, a store for office attires. I loved their designs and I know if Joy is with me, she'll like it too. I went there and fitted almost 10 blouses, I told myself I'll just purchase one, then it became two, then three until it reached four.

The sales lady was very accomodating too. I got connected to her immediately. I loved their service! She accompanied me to the cashier when I told her that I'll buy the blouses. When we reached the cashier area, I told them I'll pay in card and handed my card. She tried it once, then twice, then thrice. Oh no, it's not working. I suggested, "Ms., E kung pag hiwa-hiwalayin mo kaya?" It's still not working. I told her, I've used the card twice then asked her to try again for the last time. Then she told me, "ma'am, pleas call the bank."

I have a cash in hand but it's not enough to purchase those four blouses. Hayyy buhay...I really felt s0oo ashamed. I saw the pregnant sales lady who was so kind to me and I pitied her. After almost an hour of assisting me at the fitting room, di siya bumenta sakin. Hayyy, naku! Wala kong magawa kundi mag sorry. I told her, I'll be back within the week to purchase it.

Wish ko lang sana nandun pa ung mga blouses since most of the blouses I really liked were "one stock only."

Again, Ms. Pregnant sales lady, you may probably not read this...again with all my heart, I'm sorry...